Friday, 5 August 2011

ramadhan kareem...Allahu akram

salamun 'alaikum
subhanallah
ramadhan kembali lg
alhamdulillah
Allah msh bg kte peluang utk berjumpa dgn ramadhan 
waktu ni la nak gandakan ibadah byk2
nak grab redha Allah
nak hold manfaat sebanyak-banyak-banyaknye
n also nak mnx maghfirah dr Allah
nak tazkiyatun nafs
nak sucikan blk fitrah ni

tp x semestinya bende2 ni leh wat wak2 ramadhan je
bln lain pon blh,
sbb ibadah 2 sepanjang mse
mnx maghfirah 2 setiap saat
kejar redha Allah 2 setiap hembusan nafas
tp
ramadhan ni kan b'lipat gande specialnye
why not appreciate lbh2
nak tnggu 12 bln 
utk ramadhan akn dtg...
kte xtau smpt ke x
so manfaatkan yg da ade dpn mate ni

n now
da lme gak ghopenye x post sumthing kt blog ni kan
sorry la blog,tuan ko mmg mls nak update
taun ni gnp la 4 taun ramadhan tanpe bapak kt sisi
but he's always di hati
teringat dulu
kalo ari 2 bapak kene gi dialysis
xleh pose
tp wak2 buke,bapak yg semangat bace doa
how cute he is
missing his fluffy cheek
miss to feed him
miss to make a joke with him
n all
korg mst boring kan bace entry camni
tp
ade aku kesah
blog aku
tmpt aku nak luah kt cni je la pon
nak cte kt mak, nnt mak sedeh
nak cte kt mok,she starts to be a busy woman
nak cte kt along, he has his own family right now
then,ke blog ni jugak la tempat nak di curahkan segale

ari 2 mak tny aku
ape yg aku pk psl arwah bapak skang
did i still wondering about him 
or have been vanishing all the memory about him
dlm ati aku ckp gle ke ape nak lupe org yg iqamahkn kt telinga aku 4 da 1st time aku nmpk dunia
yg aku tnggu kepulangannye dlm prt mak aku sblm mak aku deliverkn aku
yg puase x hnt wak2 mak aku mengandungkan aku
pehhh...2 nmenye ilang akal
tp xde la lps ckp kt mak cam2 kan
melampau lak,hehe
then i just said
kalo org da lupe kt arwah
i am not who i am right now
kalo org da lupe arwah bapak
org da jd ntah pape da agknye
but sbb ingt kt arwah la 
i'm still studying with all my efforts
coz 'he is waiting for my success'
i know that mak nak make sure that her children will not lupe daratan
da la arwah bapak tngglkn ktorg blh dikatekn sume lengkap
xde la arwah bapak tngglkn ktorg,ktorg jd susah
even bapak sndr x rse nkmt hasil dr usehe bapak slme ni
how fortunate we are
so we have to be grateful to bapak n Allah

pas2 some sedare mare tny kt mak,xnak cri pengganti ke
ya Allah,aku rse soalan 2 bkn soalan wjb kene tny kot
but why diorg tny ek
myb some other people feel thet it's a common thing
but 4 me,it's a weird thing
i only have A father
called bapak
eventhough he is no longer with me
but there is no one can replace him
hanye bapak sorg je smpi akhr hayat
smpi bakal kakak aku tny nape x bg mak cri p'ganti
then aku jwb je la
bapak org sorg je
xde 2,xde 3
org lahir dr 1 mak n 1 bapak je
kalo ade bapak len
it means that i'm not a part of them la kan
haha
actually just wanna be adil to both mak n bapak
mcm mne aku x m'due ,m'tgekn mak
mcm 2 la aku nak wat kt bapak
mungkin org yg bace.org yg denga 
akn kate aku krs ati
yet mmg pon
but sebenanye aku x pakse
it's up to mak la nak decide
it's her life

kakak aku lak tny
abes 2 nnt spe nak jge mak
abes 2 yg aku ni nak wat pe ade ats dunia??
dok tercongok je ke
of course la aku yg jge mak
kalo korg xnak jge pon
but kalo korg sume da kawen
jarang concern kt mak
aku pelangkung sorg2 na
mak pnt2 jge korg dr kecik smpi besau
layan kerenah korg yg m'gedik 2
korg wat cam 2
sah nak kene tibai ngan den
hehe,pesanan dr penaja utk dri sndr gak sebenanye

to mak
sorry x dpt tmn mak buke n teraweh
i'll try my best utk blk umh
n don't ever pk yg ktorg akn lupe kt mak ble ktorg da ade fmly sndr
coz u're the 2nd after Allah n rasul in my life
plus calon hubby kene phm that u only have us
so i have to concern about u 2 instead of him
sbb die pon kene utamekn mak die dulu sblm wifey die
so mcm mne org phm konsep ni
org nak die phm cam2 gak
kalo x phm,reject...haha

to bapak
thanks 4 all those the semangat u have given to me
tnpe semangat 2
myb i will lost
do remember me in u'r doa
insya Allah we'll meet in His Jannah
aamiin....





Friday, 3 June 2011

R.E.J.A.B

alhamdulillah
da msk bln rejab da
x lme lg syaaban
then ramadhan......
uih,x saba
xpe2 pjm celik2 nnt 
tetbe je da ramadhan...

ckp psl ketiga2 bln ni
mgkn ade certain org penah denga
1 hadith ni
"rejab bulan Allah,syaaban bulanku,ramadhan bulan umatku"
kalo kte x selidik btl2 matan n riwayat hadith ni
sme ade die sahih or x
kte pon men pecaye je la....
rupe2nye,hadith ni dikatakan hadith palsu
nak tau lanjut bace ye blog 2
sbb pe kte b'iman dgn quran dan hadith
so kte kene amek berat 2 both of these panduan
xkan kte nak calarkan kesucian hadith NABI kte 
NABI MUHAMMAD S.A.W
dgn percaye semua hadith 2 sahih tnp kte selidik dulu
bahaye...
sudah la manusia2 yg x b'tanggungjawab 2 mereka2 hadith
bahkan mengatakan 2 hadith NABI
nauzubillah

dan lg 
kte byk denga psl fadhilat2 puase sunat
dlm rejab dan syaaban
mcm2 la....
contohnye tgk la kt blog ni
kt c2 byk cth n penerangan
ape la salahnye kte bace skjp kan
kalo novel beratus2 page kte sanggup bace
ilmu yg mcm ni kte mls nak bace
kene perbaiki diri
(psn kt dri sndri ni gak..!!!)
kalo bace blog 2,
byk gak psl hadith maudhu' on fadhilat2 2
yg penting bkn sbb fadhilat yg m'buatkan kte nak b'amal
tp hny semate2 utk mengejar redha Allah
amin....
moge kte semua diredhai
2 yg kene btlkn niat blk...!!!

so,x kesah la bulan ape sekalipon
amalan kte 2 penting
amalan ade 2 jns
baik n buruk
pndi2 la nak plh yg mne
antara redha Allah or murka
sbb pe,kalo kte plh yg buruk
Allah x rugi pape
sedangkan kte yg rugi segalanya.....
x ke parah g2
nauzubillah

so marilah kte menambahkn lg amalan kte menuju redha Allah
every seconds every minutes
as long as nikmat nyawa yg Allah beri msh ade pd kte
manfaatknlah.....
insya Allah





                                        

Friday, 29 April 2011

~ AL-QURAN KITABKU ~

Saat Anda membawa Al-Quran, syaitan biasa biasa saja...tengok je..
Saat Anda membukanya, syaitan mulai curiga.
Saat Anda membacanya, ia resah dan gelisah.
Saat Anda memahaminya, ia kejang kejangan.
Saat Anda mengamalkan Al-Qur'an dlm kehidupan sehari-hari. ia stroke.

Teruskn membaca & mengamalknnya agar syaitan terus stroke .

Saat Anda ingin menyebarkan pesanan ini, syaitan pun mencegahnya.
Syaitan kata "jgn SEBARKAN, kerana ia tidak penting langsung !"

~~SEBAR2KAN LAH~~ Jangan dengar bisikan syaitan……


Thursday, 14 April 2011

an exhausted day

pergh....
3 tests in a day
so hebat mey....
n all the 3 test 
hancur
ruin
buruk
everything la
starting with maths...
da la sala formula
x sempat nak check lak 2...
30 min je..????
tp cam x smpi 20 min je sir bg...
untung la spe kua awl n leh jwb ngan hebat la kan...
blk2 je...
trs mood ntah pape...
ingt umah je wk2 2....
n org2 yg yg sedang dan pernah menjalani kehidupan kt umah 2...
memule...ingt xnak blk da..
ye la final exam is just around da corner dey...
sekali da tension thp maut...
trs call mak,kate nak blk...hehe
sng je kan...
cian kt LELA,kene tnggl
sorry la ye...
i have 2...nak dptkn blk strength 4 final exm
n i can only get them at ma home....ampang
2 pon kre saba lg...
ptg nak final exm hbu...
skali soalan...x pena blaja langsung...
huh....saba lg...
n again untung la sape yg bincang n dpt jwpn dr org yg b'kenaan kan
da la final exm 4 hbu kot...
hancur lg....4 da 2nd tyme...
xpe2...thn lg...
kol 8 de test microb lak...
walopon open book test but it sounds scary
as da name pon open book test
sah2 la soalan putar belit
and yet it was
gle memerah otak cam perah kain je
mmg da ilang saba la jugek
tp thn je
kepala cam da seberat batu belah batu bertangkup
da x dpt nak bear da
2 yg siap wat teori sndr lg...
good...haha
n again...4 da 3rd tyme...
hancur...
ke da thp kucar kacir...???
x pena rase cani...
sorry madam..
2 je yg mampu t'ucap
walopon buke pose makan roti je...
abes test da x lapa da coz da mati selera
sume bagai la...
tp kene la jugak mkn...esk nak pose lg...
may Allah helps us in our test
n also all the exm we will sit
esp final exm yg tnggl 5 days je ni...
Ya Allah berkatilah ilmu2 yg kami pnjm dariMu...
moge bkn shj ianya utk exm mlh utk manfaat kami n org lain...
amin...

go..go..chaiyok 2 AzYAN,LeLa n FiL

p/s:lps ni akan ade byk lg entry psl exm sbb pe blog ni di create krn ketensionan tuannye....kalo tension je,automatik tuannye akn update entry....hehe

adios...see u soon

Friday, 1 April 2011

......warkah untuk ayahanda.....

pak..
sedar x sedar da dkt 4 thn bapak pegi
dlm 4 thn ni jugak la ktorg meredah perasaan rndu t'amat
yang smpi skrg pon x ilang...
rndu nak peluk bapak
nak cium pipi bapak yang lmbt sgt 2...
nak pimpin bapak jln
nak suap bapak mkn
sumenye

pak...
org ingat lg wak2 org darjah 1
org x pndi nak potong kuku sndri lg
bapak tlg ptgkn
tpi terkene klt smpi drh la cket
tp xpe
sbb p'lhtn bapak pon da x bape jls kan
punye la bapak risau
smpi x bg org gi skola ari 2
padehal xde mende sgt pon...
manje melebeh anak bapak yg sorg ni

pak...
strt dr skola rndh lg 
bapak da kerap msk hospital
skt bapak trk gak
tp alhamdulillah
Allah msh nak bg peluang kte jlni hdp bersame

pak...
ble da pndh ke ampang dr kkb
orang ingtkn skt bapak da ok
cume kene control gule dlm drh je
tp....
orang x jge bapak btl2..
bapak ingt x wak2 kte nak slt asar jemaah
ade air  tumpah tpi sjdh bapak
org x pasan
bapak pon xpasan
tbe2 bapak jth t'gelincir
bapak jth mengiring ke knn
kesian bapak
anak bapak ni teruk kan
sorry pak...
sorry sgt2..

pak..
org ingtkn bapak jth 2 xde effect
tp lame2
bapak krp skt pinggang smpi la dr. kate 
bapak skt buah pinggang
buah pinggang blh kanan bapak da b'kuman n b'nanah
bapak kene buang buah pinggang yg b'kuman 2
n wat dialisis 3x seminggu
ni semua sbb org x jge bapak btl2
sorry pak...
sorry sesgt....

wk2 buah pinggang yg b'nanah 2 x dibuang lg
org smpt tukrkan balutan kt pinggang bapak
tmpt saluran nanah 2 keluar
wk2 2 berangan nak jd dr.
so practice la kt bapak
hihi
bapak pon iktkn je kan...

lps dr kene dialisis
slalu jugak bapak msk hsptl
tknn drh rndh la
mcm2...
walaupon da saket
msk hsptl lg
bapak still sebuk keje
still urskn keje kt hsptl
sbb pe...
nak tnggng blaja ktorg...
pak...
kesian bapak kan pnt nak cri duet utk ktorg

pak...
wk2 dulu
bapak suke sgt srh org ngan mak suap ble bapak nak mkn
ble bapak saket
org lak gnt potongkn kuku bapak
org tkt sgt
tkt terpotong kulit skali
ye la bapak kan xleh luke

bende yg x leh org lupe smpi skang...
bapak suke pnggl org 
"adek buthuk"
smpi skrg t'ngiang-ngiang


pak....
 dr skolah rndh ke sekolah menengah
org x smpt nak bg kejayaan org kt bapak
upsr dpt 4a je
wk2 trial pmr pon dpt 4 a je
bapak ingt x...
bapak tny org psl trial pmr???
wk2 2 kt wad icu
org x smpi ati nak gtau...
rupenye i2 rslt t'akhir yg org gtau kt bapak
wk2 2 org nangis
tp org cover
lps org jmpe bapak kt wad icu 2..
trs bapak leh blk wad bese blk
alhamdulillah...
bapak normal blk...
sblm org blk umah...
org smpt suapkn nasi utk bapak
tp i2 pon x abes
org blk 2
muke bapak sayu je
rupe2nye i2 kali t'akhr org suap bapak
peluk bapak
cium pipi bapak

dlm 1 mnggu lps jmpe bapak
org call mak
mak jge bapak ari2 kt hsptl
org just tny condition bapak kt mak je
x dpt nak ckp ngan bapak
tkt gnggu bapak

lps 1 mnggu 2
puase rmdhn pon mle
pg 2
3 ramadhan about 9 pg
tetbe announcement nme org
rupe2nye k.iti dtg
k.iti kate bapak nak jmpe...
gembire org wk2 2
sbb dpt blk jmpe bapak

pak...
kalo bapak nak tau
dlm p'jlnn
kt highway kesas 2...
org da x sedap ati
org nangis dr dlm kete
k.iti tny nape
org pon x tau nak jwb pe
org diam je
ble da smpi lorong smart
da nak dkt sgt ngan hsptl kl
mak call
wk2 2 mak baru ckp kt k.iti yg bapak da xde
bapak da pegi utk selamanye
wk2 2 air mata mencurah2
cam empangan yg pecah
wk2 2 mak da nek van jnzh
nak bwk blk bapak
k.iti mnx mak tnggu
sbb ktorg nak iring dr blkg
pas2 ktorg gi hsptl
ingtkn bapak ade lg kt c2
rupenye diorg da bwk bapak
n mak tnggu tpi jln
dr jauh ktorg nmpk
mak tnggu tpi van jnzh
wk2 2 k.iti cube pjk org
tp die pon nangis skali
smpi kt umah
sedare mare da kmpl
msk2 da tgk jsd bapak terkujur kaku
bende ni la yg org plg tkt
org blk2 je..
bapak da xde
org trs peluk mak
org nangis kt mak....
mak kate mak nnx maaf
tp xpe Allah syg bapak
trs org amek quran
ngaji kt sblh bapak
bapak dengar x???
wk2 2...cam caye x caye je
lps zhr...
baru bwk jsd bapak gi msjd utk mandi,kapan n solat jnzh
sykr along leh urskn bapak
walaupon die dmm n kene thn kt hsptl gak
wk2 kali t'akhir nak cium bapak
org thn nangis
org belagak kuat
tp x leh
org nangis gak
cpt2 org lap air mate
bia x kene muke bapak
wk2 solatkn bapak
along jd imam
seb bek org da tau kaifiat slt jnzh
org pon ikt la skali
wk2 nak kebumikn..
wk2 2 da lps asar
wk2 2 da nak ujan
so kene cpt2 urskn
i2 la kali terakhir org tngk jsd bapak

bapak tau x
mlm 2 dmm along dtg blk
die baring kt katil bapak
mak srh die gi hsptl blk
coz dr. srh duk hsptl blk ble sume selesai
tp die x nak
die kate nak baring kt katil bapak 2 dulu
utk ari 2
org,mak,along n k.iti
buke kueh je
2 pon x lalu nak msk
naseb bek ade atok kasim
tlg urut along
kebah la cket dmm die

pagi 2 sblm org len bangun sahur
org t'sedar
org cri bapak
n baru teringat bapak da xde

pak...
wk2 bapak pegi 2
2 mnggu lg org nak pmr
memule org rse cam da xde semangat
tp dpn kwn2 org wat bese je
tabah la kononnye
tp org pk
org x bg kejayaan pape lg kt bapak
that's why org wat btl2
n the rslt is 4 u
wk2 da dpt rslt
org nangis x hnt2 kt umah
sbb bapak xde kt sisi org tngk slip rslt
slalunye mak ngan bapak tmn skali

pak....
org rndu sesgt kt bapak
da 4 thn da
rndu 2 mkn menggunung
nak call bapak x leh
org misscall je ngan fatihah n yasin
lps 2 dpt jmpe ngan bapak pon
dpt tngk nisan je
tiap dtk org t'ingt bapak
org nak wat cane ???
kengkadang rse rndu ni x t'ubat kalo x dpt tngk bapak dpn mate
x baik kan anak bapak yg 1 ni
cam x trime tkdr Allah

pak...
moge bapak dlm kerahmatan Allah
Ya Allah
ampunilah ayahku
Kau tmptkn lah beliau b'same2 org2 yg Engkau redhai
dan jgnlah Kau bebankan beliau dgn dose2 kami di dunia ini
amin... 

pak...
org tau bapak tnggu kejayaan org
org akan b'usaha sungguh2
untuk tebus blk ape yg bapak da bg kt org dulu
bapak doakn ktorg ye...

....salam sayang lg rndu dr anakmu....






Wednesday, 23 March 2011

wee.......

waaa......sukenye ati....
da abes test oc td....
hu....
sblm test punye la otak cam nak pch
da la smpt tdo lg 2.....
aslkn kepala cek x pch....
wat test dlm keadaan bs 4 yg kecik
utk 2 kls..
xde air-cond lg...
tp sabo je la...
test 2 kene jwb gak..
tp xpe...
blk dr test azyan blnje cekelem
kamsahamida azyan..
pape pon....
jumaat ni kene wat quiz microb yg t'tunde...
hu.....
minx2 madam abeskan lecture cpt...
coz...nak balik...!!!!!
my family have waiting for me....
wish me all the best 4 everything...
amin.....



macam ni la td study bagai nak gile....



 
pas2....kepale cam da nak burst...




drpd biarkan neuron dlm otk b'selirat..
bek tdo



dlm test...punye la tungkus lumus


da abes test.....senyum la smpi ke telinge...
siap dpt cekelem lg...







     

Sunday, 20 March 2011

ciannye kt mak....

ptt le rndu gegle melampau kt mak.....
ghope2nye mak x bape sehat.....
mlm td xlena tdo...
ptt le aku cam tetdo aym je.....
hu...cian kt mak....ni yg rse nak blk ni.....
walopon mmg mnggu dpn nak blk...
hmmm...apekn daye...doa dr jauh je.....
da la mak sengsoang kt umah 2.....
smlm mak mkn maggi je?????sbb x lalu nak mkn nasi....
leh ke g2????hehe...mcm2 la mak sorang ni.....
tp xpe...aslkn mkn....drpd x mkn langsung
wishing to be always by u'r side.....
n hoping if i'm not with u,u will be always in great health 
coz i dont wanna feel regret anymore.....
Ya Allah,please take a good care of my precious mom.....
n i know U will.....thank u Allah...
thanks to maggi tom yam...yg sudi utk di mkn olh my mom...
n x bg my mom lapar

credit to mok...as a superb maggi chef kt umah...
thanks to u even sebuk mne pon u are
p/s to mak:mnggu dpn org blk...mak tnggu tau

Thursday, 17 March 2011

hua.......

           i'm so sad today as i got unsatisfying mark for biochemistry...........hu.......
how come it can be like that???
           coz i'm studying that subject only on the night before the test.....
but actually i was studying with the mood of sleeping
(camping punye psl...hu...)
and yet i was studying until i did'nt realize that i have fall asleep
thank to Allah that gave me chance to awake at 5 am on the next morning...
and in the short time i tried my best to memorize n understand all the things

and what i get...??
madam said that my mark was down from before....
but alhamdulillah .....that was what i have tried
unless i'm not cheating
but being tawakkal to Allah n also doa
thanks to mak...
eventhough u'r little daughter right here was so naughty n stubborn
u still gave me all the support,all the strength that u have
even i have lack of support from one more important person that i can never see him anymore
but mak has given me all of that
so that i will never feel that i have lack of sumthing
my one n only mak ever


and to my sister
love u sis
on the doa u have recite for me
k.iti @ k.mok (the gle2 one)


love both of u,mak n k.iti
n also for my belated ayah that always pray for me
i know that u are waiting for my success right now..
and yet...insya Allah.....
i will succeed in my life
it's all for you
for now
let's bygone be bygone
as what madam said
improve in the next test
insya Allah...i will never let the precious carry mark just say bye2 to me
whatever it is....usaha
but thanks to lela n fil zazu for the cornetto n cotton candy
congratz for the test
for azyan ...never mind we'll try our hard next time k....

cornetto blackforest yg da selamat digest dlm perut
favourite colour azyan,cotton candy pon nak pink gak
(favourite colour aku gak sebenanye)


                                                            

  
                                                              
                                    lela pandang azyan                                      


azyan pandang lela


zazu yg smpt bajet tyme mkn cekelem(ice cream)