Friday, 5 August 2011

ramadhan kareem...Allahu akram

salamun 'alaikum
subhanallah
ramadhan kembali lg
alhamdulillah
Allah msh bg kte peluang utk berjumpa dgn ramadhan 
waktu ni la nak gandakan ibadah byk2
nak grab redha Allah
nak hold manfaat sebanyak-banyak-banyaknye
n also nak mnx maghfirah dr Allah
nak tazkiyatun nafs
nak sucikan blk fitrah ni

tp x semestinya bende2 ni leh wat wak2 ramadhan je
bln lain pon blh,
sbb ibadah 2 sepanjang mse
mnx maghfirah 2 setiap saat
kejar redha Allah 2 setiap hembusan nafas
tp
ramadhan ni kan b'lipat gande specialnye
why not appreciate lbh2
nak tnggu 12 bln 
utk ramadhan akn dtg...
kte xtau smpt ke x
so manfaatkan yg da ade dpn mate ni

n now
da lme gak ghopenye x post sumthing kt blog ni kan
sorry la blog,tuan ko mmg mls nak update
taun ni gnp la 4 taun ramadhan tanpe bapak kt sisi
but he's always di hati
teringat dulu
kalo ari 2 bapak kene gi dialysis
xleh pose
tp wak2 buke,bapak yg semangat bace doa
how cute he is
missing his fluffy cheek
miss to feed him
miss to make a joke with him
n all
korg mst boring kan bace entry camni
tp
ade aku kesah
blog aku
tmpt aku nak luah kt cni je la pon
nak cte kt mak, nnt mak sedeh
nak cte kt mok,she starts to be a busy woman
nak cte kt along, he has his own family right now
then,ke blog ni jugak la tempat nak di curahkan segale

ari 2 mak tny aku
ape yg aku pk psl arwah bapak skang
did i still wondering about him 
or have been vanishing all the memory about him
dlm ati aku ckp gle ke ape nak lupe org yg iqamahkn kt telinga aku 4 da 1st time aku nmpk dunia
yg aku tnggu kepulangannye dlm prt mak aku sblm mak aku deliverkn aku
yg puase x hnt wak2 mak aku mengandungkan aku
pehhh...2 nmenye ilang akal
tp xde la lps ckp kt mak cam2 kan
melampau lak,hehe
then i just said
kalo org da lupe kt arwah
i am not who i am right now
kalo org da lupe arwah bapak
org da jd ntah pape da agknye
but sbb ingt kt arwah la 
i'm still studying with all my efforts
coz 'he is waiting for my success'
i know that mak nak make sure that her children will not lupe daratan
da la arwah bapak tngglkn ktorg blh dikatekn sume lengkap
xde la arwah bapak tngglkn ktorg,ktorg jd susah
even bapak sndr x rse nkmt hasil dr usehe bapak slme ni
how fortunate we are
so we have to be grateful to bapak n Allah

pas2 some sedare mare tny kt mak,xnak cri pengganti ke
ya Allah,aku rse soalan 2 bkn soalan wjb kene tny kot
but why diorg tny ek
myb some other people feel thet it's a common thing
but 4 me,it's a weird thing
i only have A father
called bapak
eventhough he is no longer with me
but there is no one can replace him
hanye bapak sorg je smpi akhr hayat
smpi bakal kakak aku tny nape x bg mak cri p'ganti
then aku jwb je la
bapak org sorg je
xde 2,xde 3
org lahir dr 1 mak n 1 bapak je
kalo ade bapak len
it means that i'm not a part of them la kan
haha
actually just wanna be adil to both mak n bapak
mcm mne aku x m'due ,m'tgekn mak
mcm 2 la aku nak wat kt bapak
mungkin org yg bace.org yg denga 
akn kate aku krs ati
yet mmg pon
but sebenanye aku x pakse
it's up to mak la nak decide
it's her life

kakak aku lak tny
abes 2 nnt spe nak jge mak
abes 2 yg aku ni nak wat pe ade ats dunia??
dok tercongok je ke
of course la aku yg jge mak
kalo korg xnak jge pon
but kalo korg sume da kawen
jarang concern kt mak
aku pelangkung sorg2 na
mak pnt2 jge korg dr kecik smpi besau
layan kerenah korg yg m'gedik 2
korg wat cam 2
sah nak kene tibai ngan den
hehe,pesanan dr penaja utk dri sndr gak sebenanye

to mak
sorry x dpt tmn mak buke n teraweh
i'll try my best utk blk umh
n don't ever pk yg ktorg akn lupe kt mak ble ktorg da ade fmly sndr
coz u're the 2nd after Allah n rasul in my life
plus calon hubby kene phm that u only have us
so i have to concern about u 2 instead of him
sbb die pon kene utamekn mak die dulu sblm wifey die
so mcm mne org phm konsep ni
org nak die phm cam2 gak
kalo x phm,reject...haha

to bapak
thanks 4 all those the semangat u have given to me
tnpe semangat 2
myb i will lost
do remember me in u'r doa
insya Allah we'll meet in His Jannah
aamiin....





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